Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Relationship?

Semua org pasti ada hubungan ngan sesape pon kn? mana ada orang yang tinggal sorang jer kat dunia nie..ish, tak mungkin,tak mungkin...Dalam berhubungan mesti lah ada masalah, badai, ombak sume pun ade...tsunami, kadang-kadang sampai el nino. The problem is: how we face it?

Some people can just let it go by using this principe: Forgive and Forget. But not everyone can do that, right? one of them is me. [berkata dengan penuh keyakinan] Yer, saya pendendam orang nya. Sounds ganas lah pulak...tapi bukan dendam sampai nak pegi parang ke bomoh ke cam sebagian orang, the definition of dendam for me is i cant let go of the memory about something that broke my heart. Even the things have been pass away for more than 5 years [maybe], those thing will remain in my head. Why? because i knew i can forgive but if i totally forget about it, i will hurt more than enough...i tought the thing will never happen again but now it happen again...and to avoid it from happening lg, istilah Indonesia: Putuskan lingkaran setan itu...Now, the circle is she-he-problem...if there is no she and he, there will be no problem, simple arithmetic okay.

i'm not an easy-going person, i do admit this, only the person who really close to me know this, otherwise, might think i'm a happy go lucky person, suke hu-ha2, relaks...but deep inside, not really lah, depan kawan2, who have to pretend macho! <--ni my prinsip dr kecik! haha...Me mmg suka lari dari masalah, rarely i tend to settle the problem, i rather chose running away [is this a option?] hahaha..but by running away, i can think very well, tak dikawal oleh amarah syaitan...then br leh buat keputusan yang realistik <--proses ini sangat lah lama...adeh~

untuk apa yang happening dulu dan sekarang, i dont have any option da, by making the 2nd party hurt, i dont think he can barely take this again and again. Maybe have to the no-no thingy yang memang tak mahu dari dulu. Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki.